Friday, December 3, 2010

Chicken Normany (chicken with apples)

I WANT TO MAKE THIS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!  Too bad it's 11 o'clock at night!  I will DEFINITELY make this soon!




Chicken Normandy Recipe

In this recipe we brown the chicken on the stovetop, then braise the chicken in the oven, and then finish on the stovetop. You can make the whole dish on the stovetop if you wish. In step 6 just simmer the chicken on the stovetop (uncovered if skin-on, covered if using skinless chicken pieces), until cooked through and tender, 15-30 minutes. The reason to do it in the oven is to produce a crispy skin.

INGREDIENTS

  • 4 Tbsp butter
  • 2 cooking apples (Fuji or Jonagold are perfect for this dish, do NOT use a red delicious), cored and sliced into wedges (you can peel or not)
  • Flour for dredging
  • 4 whole chicken legs (with thighs)
  • Salt
  • 1 large onion, peeled, sliced lengthwise (root to top) into wedges
  • 1/2 cup brandy (apple brandy or Calvados if you have it)
  • 2 cups apple cider (the cloudy type)
  • 1 teaspoon dried thyme
  • 1/2 cup cream

METHOD

1 Sprinkle salt over the chicken pieces and let sit for 20 minutes at room temperature.
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2 Preheat the oven to 375°F. Heat 2 Tbsp of the butter in a large, oven-proof sauté pan over medium heat. Add the apple slices and sauté until they turn a little brown around the edges, turning occasionally. Sprinkle the apple slices with a little salt. Set aside on paper towels to drain.

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3 Dredge the chicken in flour and place the pieces in the sauté pan, skin side down. Add the remaining 2 Tbsp of butter. Fry until golden, about 3-5 minutes on medium to medium-high heat on each side. Remove from pan and set aside.
4 Add the onions and increase the heat to medium-high. Spread the onion slices out in an even layer to cover the pan. As the onions cook they will release moisture that will help deglaze the pan of the browned bits from the chicken. Sauté the onions, stirring occasionally, until they just being to brown, about 5-8 minutes.
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5 Add the brandy to the pan. Using a wooden spoon, scrape any remaining browned bits off the bottom of the pan. Let the brandy boil until it has reduced by about half. Add the cider and bring it to a boil.
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6 Sprinkle in the thyme. Add just a pinch of salt to the cider. Arrange the chicken legs in the pan so the skin faces up and is not submerged by the cider-brandy mixture. Place in the oven and cook, uncovered, for 30 minutes.

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7 Remove the pan from the oven. (Watch out for the hot handle! I like to run an ice cube over the handle as soon as I remove the pan, to help bring the handle temp down quickly and prevent a bad burn if I forget the handle is hot.) Remove the chicken pieces from the pan and set aside. Place the pan back on a stovetop burner on high heat. Add the apples and boil down the sauce by half.
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8 When the sauce reduces to the point where it's a little syrupy, add the cream and turn down the heat. Taste for salt and add some if needed.
To serve, spoon some apples and onions on the plate, top with sauce and a piece of chicken.
Serves 4.

******* This recipe is copied from http://simplyrecipes.com/recipes/chicken_normandy/ *************

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Pumpkin Alfredo | Manifest Vegan

Pumpkin Alfredo | Manifest Vegan

It's pumpkin... It's alfredo... How can this NOT be the MOST AMAZING THING EVER??!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Life and things

So, hello there world.  I know it has been awhile since I last updated.  I am sorry for those out there that read and have missed my posts.  Life is moving along as normal.  I'm still liking my job and for the most part my coworkers.  I am almost 6 months out from my gastric bypass and I have lost about 100 pounds.  I am feeling great, and I am SO glad that I chose to have this surgery.

Recently I have been looking at tons of recipes, food blogs (two friends have blogs- http://www.fiddleabout.net/, and http://www.meowruffcrashbangding.blogspot.com/), and in general obsessing over food.  Sad thing is when I get off of work at night I don't feel like cooking, and when I have days off I am usually running around.  Why am I obsessed with food, but can't seem to find time to make the recipes that look oh so delicious to me?!

It is now getting into fall weather (LOVE IT), and to me this signals time for baking!! This week I am going to make http://www.smittenkitchen.com/ 's lemon bars for a coworker (he missed out on them the last time I made them and wants me to make them again), and then possibly I am going to bake a cake for later in the weekend.  I love baking in the fall.  I love baking period.  I love cooking too, but I REALLY love baking.  I can cook, and I'm not too shabby at the more complicated recipes, however, there is just something about baking that I love.

I have collected a list of things that my coworkers would like for me to bake.  Some people might ask why I have done that, but I love baking, and since after surgery I am VERY limited on what I can eat (sugar content and fat content being what I have to watch out for the most because too much of either will cause a VERY upset stomach) I will bake for others and take pleasure from their enjoyment in what I have made.  Actually, I've always been that way.  I've always taken great pleasure from making something and seeing others enjoying it.

There is a recipe for an Orange Stout cake that I am contemplating making in the next week or two. It looks DELICIOUS.  I will update later when baking has commenced.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Eat, Pray, Love

I have recently read the book "Eat, Pray, Love" by Elizabeth Gilbert.  I thoroughly enjoyed it.  It's not a sappy love story (for the most part), or overly religious.  I liked it mainly because, while I can't relate to a lot of the situations that Ms. Gilbert was in that lead to the writing of this book, I can relate to her need for inner peace, to her need for solidarity whilst also wanting companionship, to her need to find herself.  After reading this book I now REALLY want to travel to Italy.

I've wanted to travel to Italy for years now, and reading this book has reaffirmed my want to go there.  I have lived in the Czech Republic. Visited France, England, Austria, Poland, and Germany, but Italy has this draw to me.  The ruins that are in the middle of the city with modern, western life going on all around it.  The sheer history that is Rome, Piza, Venice, etc.... Last summer when I was in Europe for a month I desperately wanted to visit Italy and Greece, but sadly there wasn't enough time to do so.  Or money, for that matter.

I am also trying to plan a return trip to paris for at least two weeks.  Just Paris.  I was in Paris for a week in 2004. I absolutely loved it.  My best friend and I love cooking and food, and what better place to experience it than in Paris?  The center of French cuisine! 

Back to Italy.  I want to go to Italy, and Greece.  Both are entirely too beautiful to never visit, and visit I will.  I just have to work long and hard to save up enough money for trips like these... These kinds of trips will take wills to save for, not as long to plan, but I want to make sure that I have enough money to enjoy myself.

I guess that's why I like working so much overtime.  I like making money.  I also like spending money.  I'm learning how to tighten the purse strings a bit so that I will not be living paycheck to paycheck, but that I will actually be able to save up money for these trips that I so desperately want to go on.  I'm not going to work so much that I become burnt out, but I am going to work towards this goal. 

In the near future I'm going to start actually planning on where I will want to stay in Paris when I return.  What I will want to do--admission prices, rough food prices, etc--and what I will need to have saved up for extra spending money... play money as I call it.

Anyone have any good ideas on cutting costs? Not only here at home in the US, but also on my travels?

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Naive

I would have to say that I'm a naive person.  I have very little experience when it comes to love and relationships.  I should, however, be able to see when someone is lying to me, being fake.  I have been unable to detect that.  I should be hurt by this, but really it just adds weight to what co-workers have been telling me, "Everyone lies to you."  Why would I only let that statement apply at work?  I do not know.  That statement is applicable not just in the workplace with people who call in, but I should start applying it to real life.

I am naive in that I think that for the most part people always strive to be the best that they can be.  That's also not true--she says with a slight derisive laugh.  I am one of those people that are always taken aback when she finds out that someone has done something that is ashamedly wrong, or out of character, or two faced.  But, now that I'm thinking about it, I'm not sure why it surprises me.  People basically really only do the least that they can for others.  It's not a surprise.  Everyone knows this. So, why then, does it surprise me when someone disappoints me?

You think someone is being truthful and honest with you, but then you find out they were just using you for their own devices.  Using you for their own gain.  Using you to make themselves feel good.  I really shouldn't be surprised by this turn of events.  It's only something that's happened to me for oh, MY WHOLE LIFE.  There's always been someone that has kept me around for their uses and then when they're done, or when I realize how detrimental the relationship is, then it's ended.  Now, also "readers," keep in mind that when I say "relationship" I mean friendship...seeing as how I'm 23 years old and have never been on a date.

That's another thing that really bites my ass.  When I tell people that I know that I've never been on a date, that I've never had a boyfriend, I've never really had someone call me beautiful.  I'm not one of the beautiful people.  I admire the beautiful people.  I would like to be one of those beautiful people.  I would like to know what it's like to be looked at by people and those people thinking, "Wow, she's beautiful."  Well, this is a long list of wants that we could get into, but I'm not going to.  It would take too long.

We're just going to leave things here now.  I have so many words that are running around in my head.  So many thoughts that I would like to express so that I could get them out of my head, but they're still too jumbled.  Maybe I should see a psychologist.  There's something wrong with me...has to be for so many people to have this kind of aversion to me.  I don't honestly know if it would be an actual aversion to me, but sure as hell seems that way to me a lot of times.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

What to say to catch up?  Nothing has really happened since my last post.  I am updating now because I know it's time to update.  Hell, I should have updated sooner.  Work is going good, social life is... well it's there, kind of... Life is alright.  I'm starting to struggle a little bit the with still new diet that is a lovely product of my surgery.  I am having problems with not getting enough protein.

Protein deficiency SUCKS!! I am trying to get enough protein, but it's not working as well as I would like.  As soon as I get paid I am going to go get some protein drinks... There are a few that I have found that I know that if I mix half of it with water and just basically halve it and dilute it then I'll be fine with drinking those a day.  What also sucks is that I don't feel hunger, I'm not drinking enough water, I've hit a plateau...

*Sigh*

I am still really liking work.  I am training on one of the smaller law consoles as well as calltake.  So I have been dispatching for them, and also taking calls.  Some of the more urgent 911 calls scare me, being a newbie/probie and all.  I am, however, gaining confidence with every shift that I work.  It's going to be good.

Speaking of working... The last time I was at work I was taking my first NIMS (National Incident Management System) course during the second half of my shift.  BORING!!!! But, also, I realized that an Incident Command Post (or ICP) is what is set up as the main lab and "dispatch" area for troops and machinery in Avatar.  It was quite cool when I made the connection.  Makes it a little more understandable.

LOL

Ok, for right now I am done... If I can think of anything else I will come back and post it...

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Catch Up

First I would like to wish my Momma a VERY happy birthday!!!!

Things with work are going good.  I'm training on the floor.  I'm learning how to take calls and process the information into what is accessible for the officers/paramedics/firefighters... It's good. I like it... Apprehensive, but learning.

Life is going good.  Hanging out with friends... Blaire is still in town so that is good.  I have really missed her the last couple of months so it's good to have her in town while I can.

Nothing is really going on... Crushing on someone, but not really going to get into that on here.  Life is good right now.  Apartment is good, job is good, post surgery is still good... it's all good!

SPEAKING OF POST SURGERY!!!!!  I bought a pair of pants the other day that were TWO SIZES smaller than I've been wearing for the past like.... 5 or so years!! It's wonderful!!!!!  I'm looking HOTT!! Yes, hot enough for two "t"s!!  I feel SO good about myself it's crazy! I mean, the insecure me is still there.  I know she's not going to go away that quickly, but I'm on my way.

THINGS ARE GOOD!!!!

Monday, April 19, 2010

Never Commit!!

This past weekend I went out with friends for both Friday and Saturday night.  It was SO much fun!  On Friday night I was taught the rules of a high five.  The main rule that you HAVE TO REMEMBER is ... NEVER COMMIT!!  If you commit to the high five you could be left hanging, and well, we all know how embarrassing that is!

I am still enjoying work.  There's been an update and I will just be getting floor training with my trainer, and I won't actually be going through a class.  I take that as a complete compliment!  They have faith in my abilities with this job so much so that I will just be training with someone!  I felt more welcome at this new job before I even started than I ever did at my previous one.  They really are an amazing group of people, and I'm glad that I can work there... Ok, enough brown-nosing for now.  ;-)

Today I am just hanging out with Blaire!  She's back in town for a few weeks before heading back up to Baltimore to work for Kennedy Krieger!  I'm so proud that she got a job with them! Her internship was there, and I know she really loved it and will continue to love it while she's working there!

Bronchitis seems to be about to plague me.  I am going to the pharmacy later to pick up the z-pack and the inhaler that were prescribed to me this morning.  I hate bronchitis, but it seems to love me.  Oh well, the z-pack will kick it's ass in a few days and hopefully it won't interfere with work.

That's all for now... I might have more to update later. :-)  Have a splendid one everyone!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

New Job, Day 4

Today was Day 4 at my new job.  I am having TONS of fun so far!  The only real problem (if you could call it a problem) is waking up at 5:30a having to be at work before 7a.  I will get used to it.  So far, like I said, I am loving the job.  I haven't actually had a training class.  I have just been sitting on the floor listening to people take calls, and if I have a question then I will ask it.  I am probably going to get a REALLY condensed version of the training class since it's only going to be me and the trainer.  That is completely fine with me!  It means that I will get a lot/most of my training with hands on experiences.  I have already learned a lot from watching people, but I'm no where near where I need to be. [That reminds me, I need index cards...]

My life since last weekend has been fine.  Things went down this weekend, that were silly and could have been avoided if 1) I had stayed home, or if 2) I didn't take as much shit as I do from people.  I can't really explain what I mean by that, but I know that some of you out there know what I mean.

Right now I am trying to write to ease my mind so I can go to bed NOW instead of waiting for another two and a half hours to pass and getting only four hours of sleep again.  I can go a night or two (two is pushing it) on that little bit of sleep, but not much more than that... At work today for example... times when I was nodding off. NOT GOOD! Thankfully I had some B-12 sub-lingual lozenges with me = BIG HELP!

BAZINGA!

Random bazingas are always good... Thank you "Big Bang Theory" for introducing that into my life.  It's quite wonderful.

SPEAKING OF BAZINGA!  I have a nickname at work... Well, kind of two actually.  They call me "Rat Lady"... Why, you ask, do they call me that?  Well, I have two rats.  I have Scabbers and Rous.  They are quite wonderful creatures, rats.  People associate them with the plague.  Just because of one bad incident they get a horrible rep! Not fair! LOL... The other nickname that I have at work is "Gormogon."  Thank you, Chris, for calling me that... Not entirely sure how that one came about... wait, yes I do.  I'm an Anthropology graduate.  I love bones.  I have rats.  Why not call me "Gormogon"...?  I, however, believe that "Rat Lady" will stick more than "Gormogon."  We'll see.

This has helped some.  There's more going on in this head of mine... Rage among them, but the interweb is not the place to air that kind of stuff...  Have a good night all.  I hope you have sweet dreams! :-)

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Sarcasm

It's a really good feeling when your friends put a guilt trip on you, and make you feel wonderful... Sarcasm.  A good start to the day was tarnished when I realized that a friend was mad at me.  It's great.  A gorgeous day such as today should not be spent on feeling horrible.

That's all I'm going to say about that.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Cool Beans

So an update on the new job!  I am to report to work on Wednesday at 8am!  I am excited and hope that I work it just like I hope it will work for me!  (I know someone out there will understand that.)  In other news, I am back home, still.  I will head back to Wilmington on Tuesday after my 3 week appointment.  I am looking forward to this appointment and hope that it goes well, and that I can progress normally.

I'm not sure without looking, but just in case I didn't include it in my last post... I am down about 30lbs as of right now.  We will see if the doctors agree with that figure on Tuesday.

I know the health benefits of this procedure are wonderful, and in the long run I will be SO grateful that I have had this done.  However, I'm still struggling with reining in the psychological adjustment.  It's hard when you think about a cheeseburger, but you have to eat cottage cheese.  It's hard thinking about pepperoni pizza, and only being able to have an egg... It's quite an adjustment, and I'm still working on it.  It's going to take some time, but I'm working on it.

I'm feeling kind of poopy right now because I was a silly girl and didn't listen to myself, and early I indulged in what was equal to less than 1/2 a cup of Sweet Tea at the auction I was at earlier.  Oh dear graciousness.  It was not a happy experience.  I do believe that I have now experienced one of the complications known as "dumping," hopefully that is self explanatory to everyone.  It. Was. Terrible!  One of the reasons I'm feeling poopy right now (pun intended, however, it wasn't funny. ;-])

Welp, that is all now folks.  If you would like any more information, please leave a comment, and I will get back to you as soon as I can. Good Day.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Back Home

Wow, so sorry that it's been about a week since I last updated my little blog here.  I had some computer charging problems and had to get a new charger, but I'm back for all of my devoted readers.

I am back in Wilmington now, and am so glad that I am back.  I actually got back on Sunday afternoon.  Some friends came over and we all hung out, and they made dinner while I watched with longing in my eyes wishing I could have some.  But, alas, the Sarah cannot have what they made.  However, she has introduced eggs back into her diet, and it's working quite wonderfully so far.  Next, she is going to try to make some tilapia into her diet.  That's what's on the menu for this evening.  Baked tilapia should be quite delicious.  [Side note: not sure why I just started to refer to myself in the third person, I am sorry.  I will try to refrain from that from now on.]  I am not sure what seasoning and such I am going to put on the fish, but I know I will figure something out when it's time to eat.

Ok, away from food.  You know that's what a lot of bariatric patients suffer with--an obsession with different types of foods, recipes, cooking, etc... because we can't have what we so dearly want.  It's hard, but thankfully I have friends who are awesome and are standing by me as I go through this huge life overhaul.

I am currently studying my 10-codes.  I am going to be working in an Emergency call center, and I need to know them so that I can help with dispatch and know what the hell I am doing and who needs to respond.  It's going to be hard to memorize them all, but I have to.  If I don't then I won't have a job.  I know the alphabet (such as alpha, bravo, charlie, delta, echo, foxtrot, etc).

I am going to go out into this beautiful weather now, and have fun... At least I am pretty sure that that is what I am going to do.  I will be more diligent in the future about updating this little blog here and keeping my ravenous readers satiated and satisfied.

Oh yes, I have lost almost 30lbs in about two weeks.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Crap Day

So today has been a very SHIT day.  Both literally and figuratively.  I am going to tell you all about my poo this morning.  If you don't want to read about it, skip to the next paragraph.  So this morning I'm NOT wanting to drink protein.  I'm sippin on my water, just chillin', when I feel the urge to poo... Now this is the first time that this urge has reared it's little head in about a week (since the dreadful Magnisium Citrate day last week to prep for surgery).  I think to myself, "Hmmm... Maybe I should go poo."  One would think that that is the logical course of action for one to take when you feel the urge to poo.  So, I take my happy little self to the throne room, sit down on the pot, and proceed to... poo.  Well, no actually that is not how things went, that would have been the easy route.  Instead, my body decided to trap the poo.  That's right ladies and gentlemen it was a horrible feeling of NOT being able to poo when you OBVIOUSLY know that you have to!  So, I sat there and pushed and pushed and pushed for about 10 minutes.  Finally, shit moved! LITERALLY.  It was good.

The rest of the day was hell after that as well.  Today was the day that the gas that the surgeons used to pump up my stomach to make sure that there weren't any leaks decided to make it's appearance... Oh, how nice.  All. Damn. Day.  My left shoulder has been hurting.  A sharp stabbing pain, that nothing will touch.  The pain meds, the pain patch... Nothing worked. Joy.

I've been suffering all day with intense, like, WHOA, intense shoulder pain, the regret and some of the depression that the surgeons said that I could experience.  Today has just been a wonderful day. (Sarcasm really doesn't transfer through text.)

Off to read some more Laurell K. Hamilton.  Let's hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

humangear GoToob (NOTCOT)

humangear GoToob (NOTCOT)

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Sunday... Funday?

Ok, so yesterday I didn't end up going to Trader Joe's.  I chickened out as my mom was about to leave, and as far as the rest of the day went well I read and took a nap.  Yeah, what a day right?

I want to get out and do things.  I'm bored.  Reading is fun, but still... You can only read so much.

Watched a movie with the parents today. Did some art with mom.  Read some.  Being bored... getting a little down. Hmmmmmmmmmmm................ Auf Wiedersehen.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Day 2

Here I am, at 9:15am starting out what I hope will be a good day.  I've already had my shower for the day, and soon I will go get my protein and have breakfast.

Plans for the day include:

Going to Trader Joe's to get some soup in a box
Arting (hopefully)
Reading Laurell K Hamilton
Healing

I will update as the day goes on. :-)

Picture of the day:


(I've been on a peacock feather kick lately, one of the things I hope to art soon.)

Friday, March 19, 2010

Day 1

Alright, folks!

Today is my first full day at home after surgery.  I got home about 4pm yesterday, March 18, 2010.  Last night was rough.  I didn't have adequate pain killers last night, but thankfully, my dad was able to get me some from the doctor today.  One thing that is going to make the coming three weeks go by a little more tolerably is the fact that I like the protein drinks.  Ensure Wild Berry is quite tasty, and Carnation Instant Breakfast is good as well.

I am going to get very bored very quickly in the next 3 weeks.  I am not the kind of person who can just sit at home and do nothing.  I already want to go back to work.  I know I'm not going to until after my 3 week appointment, but still... Sarah does not sit at home very nicely.  She needs to be up and out and doing things.  I guess this is where the art-ing will come in... I now have PLENTY of time to do some art work!  This is going to be fun.

I will keep everyone posted, and up to date. :-)

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Today...

Hello everyone.

Today has been a small roller coaster of emotion.  This morning was fun.  I met up with a friend in downtown Wilmington.  She was kind enough to take some nice pictures for me.  I was wearing a pretty red dress, and the weather could not have been better.  The sun was shining, the clouds were intermittent, the breeze was warm... It was a gorgeous day on the Cape Fear!  After our photo shoot we just so happened to be close to the St. Patty's Day Parade route that we stayed and watched.  It was fun.  The only problem with that was that I was wearing a bright red dress, and everyone else was wearing green.  Oh well, I still got some green beads from the guys on the motorcycles! lol ;-)

After the photo shoot Liz followed me back to my apartment so I could do a wardrobe change, but we started looking at the pictures and I was and am completely happy with the pictures that we had taken.  I decided that they were enough so we just chilled and chatted for a while.  She left, and I just chilled by myself.  Now it's 8pm, I could be on the bar crawl (not drinking, but there none the less), instead I am laying on my living room floor typing to no one.  I am feeling down about myself, about my upcoming surgery, about everything.  I don't really know how to explain it, but that's that.

Alright, well I'm going to go mope somewhere else.  Good evening, Everyone.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Good day not to work... Among other things

I am so very glad that I am not employed at my former job.  There are some people out there (and I have worked with a number of them) that only care about themselves, stick their noses in other people's business, and can definitely dish it better than they can take it.  From talking with coworkers today I am glad that I do not work with said people anymore.  I know that I will come across them again in my life, but for right now, for the next month, I don't have to worry about their bitching, complaining, saying that I am not doing my job, and that they are SO much better than I am because they do "physical labor."  It's ridiculous.  Get off of your high horses, please.  It really isn't attractive.

In other news, I am trying to get up with a friend in the next day or two and have some nice pictures taken... Sort of like a "before" photo session for the upcoming surgery.  I will also take some "during" and then definitely "after" photos.  I'm getting nervous.  I'm starting to worry and fret about surgery on Wednesday, and life after.  What am I going to look like?  Who am I going to be?  I know that I will still be me, but changing, so drastically, how you look via weight loss surgery is going to be something that I will have to cope with.  I will undergo such a physical change that I might recognize some physical features that are me, but what if I can't even really recognize those?  I'm worried that I won't know myself.  Any words on advice?

Thursday, March 11, 2010

It hit yesterday...

Yesterday I was in a shop in Wilmington, NC called "Swoozies" with some friends.  I was just walking around the store admiring the ridiculously cute stationary, cups, napkins, etc when it hit me... On March 17 I will start a COMPLETELY new chapter in my life.  I have recently moved.  I will start a new job in April.  I am having surgery that will give me a whole new life, the kind of life I have dreamed about.  I am getting a completely fresh start.  March 17 will be day 1 in the next chapter in my life.  How crazy is that?!  How much more of a perfect "fresh start" could someone get--short of moving to a new city and having these things fall into to place?  I may not have moved to a new city, but the apartment I am living in right now is more mine in the last two and a half weeks than my other apartment was in the 6 months that I lived there.

Since that realization yesterday I have felt completely... JOYFUL at what this surgery is going to do for me!  I can't wait for my new job to start.  I LOVE my apartment, and the new life that is about to start for me because of this surgery is going to be wonderful!

I want everyone to know that I am happy right now.  Sure, some days are icky and "ugh!", but for the most part I am happy!  This will really be WONDERFUL!

Friday, March 5, 2010

Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.archaeology.org/1001/etc/minoan_shipwreck.html

This is an article about the very first Minoan shipwreck found off of the coast of Crete by archaeologists.  The Minoans were such a fascinating people, but we don't know much about their seafaring prowess!  This is awesome and will do SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to further our knowledge about them!

ThinkGeek :: Coffee Cup Power Inverter

ThinkGeek :: Coffee Cup Power Inverter

This is really cool for those days when you have the wall plug but no car plug for all of your gadgets... Or if you're more like me, for when you have someone watching a DVD, and the player's battery is dying, just plug it in the cup, plug the cup in the car, and there ya go.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

OCTOPUS AND FISH BOMBONS | hand blown, italy, octopus and fish bombons, glass vase | UncommonGoods

These are ridiculously cute!!! I SOOOO want the octopus one!

OCTOPUS AND FISH BOMBONS | hand blown, italy, octopus and fish bombons, glass vase | UncommonGoods

Chapter 1

Alright folks! I know you've all been dying to know where I've been, and what I've been doing. I know this because there have been a WHOPPING 21 profile views!! Woohoo! Man, I'm not really sure what I actually expected out of the blogging world... Fame like Julie, from "Julie and Julia," or maybe to develop some kind of relationship like Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks in "You've Got Mail". I'm not even in it for the fame. Not saying that it wouldn't be nice, but I'm not saying that I don't want it. And I know that in the world of the internet and blogs that everyone and their mother's brother's cousin's two pet corgis have blogs so it would be hard for someone like me to get noticed.

I have stories to tell just like everyone else. But, who am I telling them for? Myself? The audience on the other side of the screen? Who? I would like to think that I am blogging for myself. Not for everyone else, but what can I say, I like receiving comments. I like to know that people are out there and they read what I have to say. Now, I'm also going to be completely honest with you all and let you know that while I am "following" some friends' blogs here on blogger that I haven't actually literally been going to their blog site and reading their posts. How can I ask them to do that for me when I can't even do that for them? It's a double standard and I hate it.

Anyways, moving on. This is basically just stream of consciousness writing right now and I'm not quite sure where we're going to end up. We're all on this journey together. Isn't it wonderful?!

Down to some more important matter people. In exactly two weeks, actually, technically, just less than two weeks-by "just less" I mean literally a few hours short of two weeks-I will be having Roux-en Y Gastric Bypass Surgery. I am UBER excited, but at the same time scarred shitless! I have no real idea on what to expect after surgery, or even before... When do I go into the hospital? What time of day will my surgery be? Will I be lucky and have the first procedure of the day? What will anesthesia be like? How stupid am I going to act either going under or coming out of surgery? Will I act stupid? Is the anesthesia like people say dentist drugs are? Really folks, there are questions that I have that I have NO answer to. I am scarred, like I said, but I know that this is going to be such an amazing opportunity! I have a wonderful support group of people. My whole immediate family has actually already undergone the procedure. My father first on January 14, 2009, then my sister on December 23, 2009 (Merry Christmas!), then next was my mother on January 11, 2010, and finally it is going to be my turn on March 17, 2010. I have friends that are completely behind me on this. They are all super excited for me because they can tell how excited I am about it!

I have no idea how I am going to handle the 3-week post-op liquid diet before moving onto squishy foods, and then finally progressing to "normal" foods. I know that it is going to be hard, and I hope that I am prepared more so for the psychological struggles that are going to ensue than the physical ones. I know that it is going to be a physically trying journey and that some MAJOR changes are going to happen fast. What I don't know is what my mental, emotional, and psychological journey is going to be like. I know I will pull through, and I know that my friends will support me and help me when I need it, and if they have to they're not afraid (and they've been given the go ahead by myself) to slap me across the face and tell me to snap out it. They will give me tough love when I need it.

Another thing that I would like to concern myself with right now is the fact that I will be out of work from March 12 to sometime after the first week of April... That's almost 5 weeks. That's a long time. But, thankfully, I will start my new job in April and I will make a sufficient amount of money to make it through... But what am I going to do with almost a month off, and I can't cook, try out new recipes (except for smoothies or soups or purees), drive... Oh man, I'm not going to be able to drive! Life is going to come to an end... Not really, just joking, but I have made sure that I have plenty of books to read.

I have currently latched myself onto the Anita Blake novels by Laurell K Hamilton. I am still on "Guilty Pleasures" (the first book of the series). I like it so far. It is quite the interesting read, and it keeps me on my toes. I can't wait to progress through the series and see the development of the story and the characters and the author's writing technique and style. I'm a book junkie, what can I say. Don't hold it against me. But, like I said, I have quite a few books on hand for that time that I am going to be out of work. I hope they are enough to hold me over! I am thinking that they're going to be like the Stephanie Plum novels by Janet Evanovich. Central characters with varying stories through the books and a deepening overall plot line, etc etc etc.

Speaking of reading, I am going to conclude this post of a book itself... Wait, as Willy Wonka would say, "Scratch that, reverse it!"... and pick up Guilty Pleasures to read and enjoy... But first, to walk my parents' black flat-coated retriever, Luna, before we all turn in for the night. Talk to you soon!